Anger.

Haven't been blogging lately. Just dont really want to anymore it just seems kinda pointless. Dont really have anything to talk about. Not much to say. but whatever.

Church

Not saying I'm religious or any of that sort but I've been going to this one church (through invitation) just cause I was asked to participate. I needed to meet new people anyways. I wasn't expecting people to actually treat me the way they did. I kept getting "you're so handsome you need to need to meet the girls soon, we have a group just for the single ladies". This week might be interesting. I'm agnostic by choice but it never hurts to meet new people even in places like church. At least I can check off "Meet new people" off my list now.

Nimble OUT!

Banned from adsense

Basically What happened is google decided to ban me the adsense program. Invalid clicks is what the reason was. I really dont know how I managed to get all these invalid clicks, its something I really have no control over and its pretty much ruined a lot of things for me. Now i cant make money for my videos on youtube and I am forced to look for alternative ways to monetize this blog. There will never be another way for me to monetize my youtube vids because google owns youtube and adsense is what pays people who make the videos on that site. No matter what I do I will never get a second chance from google. Unless somehow they miraculously decide to reinstate my account after filing my appeal.  Everyone is pretty much telling me I'm out for good and with the automated system google has in place to sift through all the emails there is absolutely no chance of human hands ever getting to my appeal and reviewing it. I'm screwed now and pretty much all my dreams are crushed.

Starting off pissed

Today isn't a very good day for me right now. I'm pretty angry. Let's just say my conscience plays a large part in it.

In a ridiculous amount of pain.

So, an abscess formed on the back of my thigh and I'm in complete agony. The abscess just keeps getting bigger and more painful, I cant really do anything. All I can feel is pain. Hopefully I can go to the doctor soon and maybe get this abscess drained.

Finally finished the valentines day vid!!

Pretty worn out

Taking a short break from all this editing going on. New video will be up soon.