Church

Not saying I'm religious or any of that sort but I've been going to this one church (through invitation) just cause I was asked to participate. I needed to meet new people anyways. I wasn't expecting people to actually treat me the way they did. I kept getting "you're so handsome you need to need to meet the girls soon, we have a group just for the single ladies". This week might be interesting. I'm agnostic by choice but it never hurts to meet new people even in places like church. At least I can check off "Meet new people" off my list now.

Nimble OUT!

Apathy

Now this is is gonna be a pretty dark topic.

Basically I'm pretty apathetic and I barely care about things anymore. Needless to say that really bothers people. What can I say, I've gone through so much crap in my life and even more crap in a very short amount of time that it has rendered me completely void of any real emotions. Sometimes I talk about it with my friends and they try to cheer me up but my usual response is meh. That attitude really pisses a lot of people off, oh well.

People hate me - So what?


Lost a bunch of friends - And your point is?


Broke as hell - Yup.


I just don't really care anymore, and I'm somewhat ashamed to admit this (not really) I feel good just not caring about things. So much stress has been lifted off of me and I feel great. Run me over with a semi and I'll probably just lay there going "well this sucks". What can I say, it fucking feels great to be care free and the clear head is a bonus.

I suggest everyone to have one day of "I don't give a flying fuck what happens today I'm gonna kick back", trust me you wont be disappointed.


Nimble Out!